Sejujurnya ada satu kata yang paling aku takuti didunia ini.
'KEHILANGAN'
mungkin itu merubah sifatku menjadi dingin. Aku hanya takut merasakan ditinggalkan. Kehilangan itu sakitnya melebihi apapun. Aku rasa lebih baik luka fisik daripada luka hati. You can call me as a coward. Because yes i am. When someone left me i'll be cry a river all night long. Even though the next day i can forget but the scar still there forever. I even ever cried over someone yang baru ku kenal satu hari sebelumnya. Isn't that silly?. It's so hurts till i think i would die tmr. I swear. I can't imagine if i lost my loved one i think i could die right away. I even ever pray that i want to die first before them.
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